martes, 27 de diciembre de 2011


I see your face in my mind as I drive away, 'cause none of us 
thought it was gonna end that way, people are people and 
sometimes we change our minds, but it's killing me to see you
go after all this time. Music starts playing like the end of a sad 
movie, it's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see, 'cause 
it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down, now I don't know 
what to be without you around. And we know it's never simple, 
never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me, you're 
the only thing I know, like the back of my hand, and I can't, 
breathe without you, but I have to, breathe without you, but 
I have to.



Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt, every little bump 
in the road I try to swerve, people are people and sometimes it 
doesn't work out, nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall 
out. It's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend, hope you know it's 
not easy, easy for me, and it's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend, 
hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me. And we know it's 
never simple, never easy, never a clean break, no one here to 
save me. I can't breathe without you, but I have to, breathe 
without you, but I have to.
 
Sorry, sorry, sorry, yeah, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.... 



lunes, 26 de diciembre de 2011


I can pretend that I don’t see you, I can pretend I don’t 
wanna hold you when you’re around, I can say that nothing 
was right, but we know if I looked in your eyes I’d break 
down. If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make 
it right, and what we were, and what we are, is hidden 
on the, in the scars, If I could, take you there, I wont let 
go, this I swear, you wont have to wonder what we are, 
cause you wont have to look to far, It’s in the scars, Its 
hidden in the scars. 



If I told you that I love you, but I’m doing alright without 
you it’d be a lie, But I could try, I’d run 1000 miles we’re 
leaving, you’re the only one, I want you breathing to break 
down. If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make 
it right, and what we were, and what we are, is hidden on the, 
in the scars, If I could, take you there, I won’t let go, this I 
swear, you won’t have to wonder what we are, cause you 
won’t have to look to far, It’s in the scars.



It’s been like this from the start, one piece after another to create my heart, 
you mistake the game for being smart. Stand here, sell this, and hit your mark, 
but the sound of the steel, and the crush and the grind, It’ll scream cause 
who am I to decide my life, but in time it all dies, there’s nothing left inside, 
just rusted metal that was never even mine. I would scream, but I’m just this 
hallow shell, waiting here, begging please, god, set me free so I can feel. Hey! 
Stop trying to live my life for me, I need to breathe, I’m not your robot. Stop telling 
me I’m part of this big machine, I’m breaking free, Can’t you see? I can love, I can 
speak, without somebody else operating me, you gave me eyes and now I see, 
I’m not your robot, I’m just me. All this time, I've been misled, there was nothing 
but crosswire in my head, I’ve been taught to think about what I feel, doesn't 
matter at all until you say it’s real. I would scream, but I’m just this hallow shell, 
waiting here, begging please, set me free so I can feel.



martes, 20 de diciembre de 2011

Autoflagelacion:

Es lo que se llama a la acción de cortarse las partes del cuerpo, por direfentes motivos.
Suena loco no? Bueno, hay miles de personas que lo hacen.
Se sienten bien cortándose, viendo la sangre que sale de los brazos, o las piernas, el lugar que sea.
Todo esto, es causado por personas que molestan, que te dicen que eres fea, que eres gorda, que no te ayudan a mejorar tus actitudes, que te hacen sentir menos. Que creen que tienen poder sobre vos.
Pero llega un momento en que esta presión no se soporta más. Empezas con leves cortes. Que te hacen sentir bien. Te duelen pero te los aguantas.



Después empezas a depender de esos cortes, y cada vez son más profundos, pero no te importa. Intentas ocultarlos como sea, y aunque haga calor, la persona se va a poner un buso y fingir que tiene frió.
Luego llegas a un punto en el que no te importa más nada, empezas a pensar en el suicidio, en quitarte la vida.
Autoflagelarse no es un juego de nenes. Hay personas que lo sufren. No tenemos que dejar que esto pase. Miles de chicos se suicidan por no encontrar la salida a sus problemas.
No es fácil salir de este problema, todos necesitamos ayuda de vez en cuando...

La perfeccion:

Ese sentimiento inexplicable que la mayoría de las chicas y los chicos sienten de querer ser perfectos. Buscan la perfección, sin medir los limites y las consecuencias que esto conlleva.
Al no poder encontrarnos perfectos, buscamos otras maneras de llegar a eso, a ese modelo de perfección que tenemos. El ser delgados, el ser altos, rubios, de ojos claros. Pero no somos todos iguales.
Pero algunas personas se obsecionan tanto con este modelo de perfección, que usan métodos que pueden llevarlos a la muerte.



Si una persona se para frente al espejo y se ve gorda, seguramente va a querer ponerse en forma. Va a hacer dieta, va a hacer ejercicio. Pero, cuando esa persona se obsesiona con su peso, y quiere verse más delgado de lo que esta. Eso, se transforma en un trastorno psicológico. 



Ser anoréxico o bulímico, no es nada fácil. No se lo que se siente, porque no es mi caso. Pero se lo que se siente que todos te rechazen por ser "gorda", que tus amigas de la infancia estén cada vez más lejos tuyo, que no te inviten a fiestas. 
Pero hay algo que tenes que saber. Cada uno es hermoso a su manera. Y cada uno tiene que estar bien con quien es. Nadie, repito, nadie puede decir quien es más lindo o más feo. Sentite hermoso a tu manera. No pongas en riesgo tu vida.
Me cambiaron la vida completamente. 
Gracias Justin Drew Bieber Mallette y Demetria Devonne Lovato Hart.




Four years old with my back to the door, all I could hear was 
the family war. Your selfish hands always expecting more, am 
I your child, or just a charity ward? You have a hollowed out 
heart but it’s heavy in your chest, I try so hard to fight it, but 
it’s hopeless. Hopeless, you’re hopeless. Oh Father, please Father,
 I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t let you go. Oh Father, 
please Father, put the bottle down for the love of a daughter. It’s 
been five years since we’d spoken last,, and you can’t take back 
what we never had. I can be manipulated only so many times, 
before even “I love you” starts to sound like a lie. 
 


You have a hollowed out heart but it’s heavy in your chest, I try 
so hard to fight it, but it’s hopeless. Hopeless, you’re hopeless. 
Oh Father, please Father, I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t 
let you go. Oh Father, please Father, put the bottle down for the 
love of a daughter. Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl? 
How could you push me out of your world? Lie to your flesh and 
your blood? Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved? 
Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl? How could you throw 
me right out of your world? So young when the pain had begun, 
now forever afraid of being alone.



Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face, you told me 
how proud you were, but I walked away, If only I knew what 
I know today. I would hold you in my arms, I would take the 
pain away, thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes, 
there's nothing I wouldn't do, to hear your voice again, sometimes 
I wanna call you, but I know you won't be there. I'm sorry for 
blaming you, for everything I just couldn't do, and I've hurt myself 
by hurting you. Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit, 
sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss, and it's so hard 
to say goodbye, when it comes to these rules.
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? 
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? 
There's nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance, to 
look into your eyes, and see you looking back. I'm sorry for blaming 
you, for everything I just couldn't do, and I've hurt myself. If I 
had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed 
you, since you've been away, it's dangerous, It's so out of line, to 
try and turn back time. I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything 
I just couldn't do, and I've hurt myself by hurting you



There’s a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch, 
It’s bringing me out the dark. Finally I can see your crystal 
clear, go head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare. 
See how I leave with every piece of you, don’t underestimate 
the things that I will do. There’s a fire starting in my heart, 
reaching a fever pitch, and it’s bring me out the dark. The 
scars of your love remind me of us, they keep me thinking 
that we almost had it all, the scars of your love they leave 
me breathless, I can’t help feeling, we could have had it all, 
rolling in the deep, you had my heart and soul, and you 
played it, to the beat.
Baby I have no story to be told, but I’ve heard one of you, 
and I’m gonna make your head burn, think of me in the 
depths of your despair, making a home down there, it 
Reminds you of the home we shared. The scars of your love 
remind me of us, they keep me thinking that we almost had 
it all, the scars of your love they leave me breathless, I can’t 
help feeling, we could have had it all, rolling in the deep, 
you had my heart and soul, and you played it, to the beat.