Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ended so suddenly. Loving him is like trying to change your mind, once you’re already flying through the free fall. Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all.
Losing him was blue like I’d never known, missing him was dark grey all alone, forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met, but loving him was red, loving him was red.
Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer.

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong.
Losing him was blue like I’d never known, missing him was dark grey all alone, forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met, but loving him was red, loving him was red. Oh red burning red.
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go, but moving on from him is impossible, when I still see it all in my head.
Losing him was blue like I’d never known, missing him was dark grey all alone, forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met, but loving him was red, loving him was red. We're burning red.
And that's why he's spinning round in my head, comes back to me burning red.

Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street.

Well... Guest what?

FUCK YOU :3

Feliz cumpleaños a mí! (?

Hoy, cumplo 17. ¿Qué me traerá este nuevo año? ¿Felicidad, sufrimiento, aventuras, días largos y aburridos,... Madurez? No... la última no es una opción.

Madurar? JAJAJA no lo creo. 

¿Por qué son tan perfectosss?

Just a summer love...

Zayn:
Can't believe your packin’ your bags, tryin’ so hard not to cry, had the best time and now its the worst time, but we have to say goodbye.
Harry:
Don't promise that you're gonna write, promise that you'll call, just promise that you won't forget we had it all.
Niall:

Cause you were mine for the summer, we know its nearly over, feels like snow in September, but I always will remember, you were my Summer love. You always will be my summer love.

Louis:
Wish that we could be alone now, if we could find some place to hide, make the last time just like the first time, push a button and rewind.
Liam:
Don't say the word that's on your lips, don't look at me that way, just promise you'll remember, when the sky is grey.
Niall:

Cause you were mine for the Summer, we know its nearly over, feels like snow in September, but I always will remember, you were my Summer love. You always will be my summer love.

Zayn:
So please don't make this any harder, can't take this any farther, and I know there's nothin’ that I wanna change, change.
All:
Cause you were mine for the Summer, we know its nearly over, feels like snow in September, but I always will remember, you were my Summer love. You always will be my summer love.

Your hand fits in mine, like it’s made just for me, but bears this in mind, it was meant to be. And I'm joining up the dots, with the freckles on your cheeks, and it all makes sense to me.

I know you've never loved, the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, you've never loved, your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine. But I'll love them endlessly.
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if I do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to. I'm in love with you, and all these little things.

You can't go to bed, without a cup of tea, and maybe that's the reason why you talk in your sleep. And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep, though it makes no sense to me.

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape, you never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans, but you're perfect to me. 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if it's true, it's you, they add up to. I'm in love with you, and all these little things.

You'll never love yourself, half as much as I love you, you'll never treat yourself right, darlin', but I want you to, if I let you know, I'm here for you. Maybe you'll love yourself, like I love you, oh. 

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth, because it's you, oh it's you, it's you, they add up to.And I'm in love with you, and all these little things. 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if it's true,it's you, it's you, they add up to. I'm in love with you, and all these little things.

I'm in love with you...

¿Cómo algo tan simple y chiquito, puede ser tan especial y hermoso...?

Lalalalalala no, no te escucho no me voy a enamorar. 
No ahora, please. No quiero. 
NO, NO QUIERO ENAMORARMEEEEEE. Así o en otro idioma?
I don't wanna fall in loveeeeee! 
Ahí te gustó no? 
Si dale, haceme caso. No me hagas enamorarme.

Ese incómodo momento en el cual no tengo ganas de enamorarme, porque siempre termina siendo todo una mierda. 

As long as you love me, we could be starvin', we could be homeless, we could be broke

As long as you love me, I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold

Smile Beautiful 

I'm wide awake ,I'm wide awake. I'm wide awake.

Yeah, I was in the dark, I was falling hard, with an open heart, I'm wide awake, how did I read the stars so wrong. I'm wide awake, and now it's clear to me, that everything you see, ain't always what it seems, I'm wide awake, yeah, I was dreaming for so long.
I wish I knew then, what I know now, wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down, gravity hurts, you made it so sweet, till I woke up on, on the concrete. Falling from cloud, crashing from the high, I'm letting go tonight, yeah I'm falling from cloud.

I'm wide awake, not losing any sleep, picked up every piece, and landed on my feet, I'm wide awake, need nothing to complete myself. I'm wide awake, yeah, I am born again, outta the lion's den, I don't have to pretend, and it's too late, the story's over now, the end.
I wish I knew then, what I know now, wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down, gravity hurts, you made it so sweet, till I woke up on, on the concrete. Falling from cloud, crashing from the high, I'm letting go tonight, yeah I'm falling from cloud.

Thunder rumbling, castles crumbling, I am trying to hold on, God knows that I tried, seeing the bright side, but I'm not blind anymore. I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake.
Falling from cloud, crashing from the high, I'm letting go tonight, yeah I'm falling from cloud.
I'm wide awake.

It's ok. I wouldn't choose myself neither. 

I regret everything I did. 
Yeah. Everything.  Include loving someone. 
Why does all this hurt me like that?
Why can't I have a normal live like the other teenagers?
Why can't I be skinny like the other girls?
I have bad thoughts about everything. 
I have to analyse all that I do, because I don't want anyone to fool me. 
But, even knowning I do all of this, I still complaining about everything. 
I'm not good enough. I deserve just shit. Don't I?
Why can't I have my blue prince? 
Why doesn't fairytales exist?
Why can't I deserve someone that love me and care about me?
Do I deserve all this hate? 

I can see us making waves, from the back of the club to a bed on a shade. 

Tell me, who's that, who's that boy?

You help me find the right key. 

Estoy harta de tratar y tratar para después darme por vencida. 
No quiero seguir con esta mierda. Ya llevaba un mes y algo sin cortarme. 
¿Por qué caí de nuevo? ¿Tan idiota soy?

Aaaaaaaaaaaah mierda.Tengo muchas ganas de cortarme :( No quiero tirar a la basura una promesa. A demás de todo este tiempo que estube tratando de estar mejor, y de no hacer nada. Pero shit, siento la necesidad de hacerlo. A la vez sé que no está bien, pero no puedo controlarlo. Tampoco quiero cortarme, porque se lo prometí a dos personas muy importantes: Demi y Jeez. A demás, tengo miedo de querer descargarme y hacerme mierda, y lastimarme mucho, aunque tal vez eso sería lo de menos.Pero no quiero romper la promesa, me da mucho miedo :(

Perfection has a name.

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Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving, but I know 

I saw a light in you. As we walked we were talking, I didn't 

say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing 

rocks, at your window, I'll be the one waiting there, even 

when it's cold. Hey Stephen, boy you might have me 

believing, I don't always have to be alone.

'Cause I can't help it, if you look like an angel, can't help that 

I if I want to, kiss you in the rain so, come feel this magic, 

I've been feeling Since I met you, can't help it if there's no 

one else. I can't help myself.

Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling, so I've got 

some things to say to you. I seen it all so I thought, but I 

never seen nobody shine, the way you do, the way you walk, 

way you talk, way you say my name, it's beautiful, wonderful, 

don't you ever change. Hey Stephen, why are people always 

leaving, I think you and I should stay the same.

'Cause I can't help it, if you look like an angel, can't help that 

I if I want to, kiss you in the rain so, come feel this magic, 

I've been feeling Since I met you, can't help it if there's no 

one else. I can't help myself.

They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me. Why 

aren't you here tonight? I'm waiting alone now so come on, 

and come out and pull me near, shine, shine, shine.

Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reason, why I should be the 

one you choose. All those other girls, well they're beautiful, 

but would they write a song for you?

'Cause I can't help it, if you look like an angel, can't help that 

I if I want to, kiss you in the rain so, come feel this magic, 

I've been feeling Since I met you, can't help it if there's no 

one else. I can't help myself.

'Cause I can't help it, if you look like an angel, can't help that 

I if I want to, kiss you in the rain so, come feel this magic, 

I've been feeling Since I met you, can't help it if there's no 

one else. I can't help myself.

-A vos solo te gusta Justin bieber por su físico. 


-Claro. Por eso compro sus cd's para ver su cara solamente. 


IMBECIIIIIIIIIL.

Last night I heard my own heart beating, sounded 

like footsteps on my stairs, six months gone and I’m 

still reaching. Even though I know you’re not there, 

I was playing back a thousand memories baby, 

thinking bout everything we’ve been through. Maybe 

I’ve been going back too much lately, when time 

stood still and I had you.

Come back come back come back to me like, you 

would you would if this was a movie, stand in the 

rain outside till I came out. Come back come back 

come back to me like, you could you could if you 

just said you’re sorry, I know that we can work it out 

somehow, but if this was a movie you’d be here by 

now.

I know people change and these things happen, 

but I remember how it was back then, locked up 

in your arms and our friends are laughing. Cause 

nothing like this ever happened to them, now I’m 

pacing down the hall, chasing down the street, 

flashback to a night when you said to me, nothings 

gonna change not for me and you, not before I 

knew how much I had to lose.

Come back come back come back to me like, you 

would you would if this was a movie, stand in the 

rain outside till I came out. Come back come back 

come back to me like, you could you could if you 

just said you’re sorry, I know that we can work it 

out somehow, but if this was a movie you’d be here 

by now.

If you gather if you someone if you’re moving on, 

I’d be waiting for you ever since you’ve been gone, 

I just want it back the way it was before, and I just 

wanna see you back at my front door, and I’d say.

Come back come back come back to me like, you 

would before you said it’s not that easy, before the 

fight before I loved you out, but I’d take it all back 

now.

Come back come back come back to me like, you 

would you would if this was a movie, stand in the 

rain outside till I came out. Come back come back 

come back to me like, you could you could if you 

just said you’re sorry, I know that we can work it 

out somehow, but if this was a movie you’d be here 

by now.

You’d be here by now, it’s not the kind of ending 

you wanna see now, baby what about the ending, 

oh, I thought you’d be here by now, that you’d be 

here by now.

I'm not proud about this.

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Here we go again...

¿Por qué otra vez esa sensación deprimente? 
Odio estar deprimida, me pone de mal humor. Me pone nerviosa, lloro, grito, pero nadie puede entender mi desesperación. 
Intento controlarme. Es inútil. Ese sentimiento de odio a mi misma vuelve. 
No quiero estar peor que antes. Siempre me pasa lo mismo. 
Tendría que estar feliz, en 12 días voy a conocer al amor de mi vida, al chico que siempre me saca una sonrisa por solo ver su foto. Pero la noche no me deja estar feliz. 
Es como si quisiera hacer algo para detener todo, pero en mi cabeza solo escucho frases como: No servís para nada, nadie te quiere, nadie se preocupa por vos. 
Y cuando la depresión se termina de apoderar de mi, viene lo peor. 
Lágrimas, sangre, resentimiento, odio, miedo, mis peores pensamientos. 
Por ahí algunas personas piensan que estoy loca. Por ahí si lo estoy. Nadie entiende lo que se siente el pasar por eso, y no, no quiero llamar la atención de nadie. Eso seria patético. 
Prefiero expresarme tranquilamente en mi blog, porque se que nadie lo lee. Y es mejor así. 
Quisiera poder sentirme comprendida, no que me reten por lo que hago. Que me digan que no es bueno lo que hago, que me lastimo a mi misma, que no vale la pena. Eso no va a cambiarme, no va a hacer que deje de hacer lo que hago. 
Una vez empezado, nadie puede pararte. Solo vos. Claro, a menos que vos seas tu propio obstáculo. Lo cual si vamos al caso, es cierto. No estoy diciendo que no quiera parar todo, poder "curarme". Pero tal vez si me gusta hacer lo que hago, y es la única manera que tengo que desahogarme. Es la verdad. 
Me siento anormal escribiendo así. Nunca pensé que esto me iba a pasar a mi. 
Es tan raro, prefiero no contarlo. Porque si no todos me tildarían de loca, o de alguien que necesita atención y lo hace por eso. 
Me da miedo contarle a la gente. Tengo miedo de lo que piensen de mi. 
No quiero que me miren raro, menos si estoy en la escuela. No tendría donde esconderme. Estaría vulnerable. 
El invierno fue mucho más fácil que ahora en el verano. Quisiera volver a los días de frió, así poder ocultar todo. 
Nada es fácil, me da miedo. Pero en el momento no lo puedo controlar. 
Después me odio, cuando veo esas marcas. Me da tanta bronca, pero no hay nada que pueda hacer, ya me  acostumbre. 

Swagger jagger, swagger jagger, you should get 

some of your own, count that money, get your game 

on, get your game on, get ya, get ya, game on. 

You can’t stop looking me, staring at me, be what

I be, you can’t stop looking at me, so get off of my 

face, you can’t stop clickin ’bout me, writin’ ’bout 

me, tweeting ’bout me, I can’t stop, it’s what I 

gon’ be, my swagger’s in check. Get on the floor, 

get, get, get on the floor, my swagger’s in check. 

Get on the floor, get, get, get on the floor I got in 

check. Swagger jagger, swagger jagger, you should 

get some of your own, count that money, get your 

game on, you’re a hater, just let it go. Swagger jagger, 

swagger jagger, you should get some of your own, 

count that money, get your game on, get your game 

on, get your game on.

You can’t stop shoutin’ at me, holler at me, be what 

I be. You can’t stop looking at, so get off of my way. 

You can’t stop youtubing me, on repeat, running this 

beat. You can’t stop this one is on me, i’m laughing 

all the way. Get on the floor, get, get, get on the floor, 

my swagger’s in check. Get on the floor, get, get, 

get on the floor, I got in check. Swagger jagger, 

swagger jagger, you should get some of your own, 

count that money, get your game on, you’re a hater, 

just let it go. Swagger jagger, swagger jagger, you 

should get some of your own, count that money, get 

your game on, get your game on, get your game on.

Hi haters, kiss kiss, I see you later. Hi haters, it was 

very very very nice to meet you.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will 

not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will 

not break the way you did, you fell so hard, I've learned 

the hard way, to never let it get that far. Because of 

you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because 

of you, I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get 

hurt. Because of you, I find it hard to trust, not only 

me, but everyone around me. Because of you, I am 

afraid. I lose my way, and it's not too long before you 

point it out, I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness 

in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every 

day of my life, my heart can't possibly break, when it 

wasn't even whole to start with. 

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk. 

Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side, so 

I don't get hurt. Because of you, I find it hard to trust, 

not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, 

I am afraid. I watched you die, I heard you cry, every 

night in your sleep, I was so young, you should have 

known better than to lean on me, you never thought 

of anyone else, you just saw your pain. And now I cry, 

in the middle of the night, for the same damn thing. 

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk. 

Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side, so 

I don't get hurt. Because of you, I find it hard to trust, 

not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, 

I am afraid.

Baby u the best cuz u worked me out, I keep building walls up but u tear ‘em 

down, I’m fighting I don’t wanna like it but u know I like it, but u know I like it 

like it like it, used to always think I was bullet proof, but u got an AK and ur 

blowingthrough, explosive, u don’t even know it, I want u to know it, I want u 

to know it know it know it, all of them other boys can walk away, they ain’t 

even in the game, cuz they know that u own it, U got this swag u got this 

attitude, wanna hear u say my name, Cuz u got me. Flying with ur love, 

shining with ur love, riding with ur love, I feel like I’m on top of the world with 

ur love, one hit with ur love can’t quit with ur love so sick but so what, I feel 

like I’m on top of the world with ur love. Everybody wants what I got with u, 

cuz I’m standing on top with a killer view, inspired feeling like a million, I’m 

one in a million, I’m one in a million million million, I ain’t even here I’m in 

outer space, like I’m venus ur mars in the milkey way, it’s crazy, what ur 

doing to me, how u do it to me. How u do it to me to me to me, all of them 

other boys can walk away, they ain’t even in the game, cuz they know that u 

own it, U got this swag u got this attitude, wanna hear u say my name, cuz 

u got me. Flying with ur love, shining with ur love, riding with ur love, I feel 

like I’m on top of the world with ur love, one hit with ur love can’t quit with ur 

love so sick but so what, I feel like I’m on top of the world with ur love.